I've always want my family to be happy.
I've always dreamt of bringing them out for short getaways with my own cash.
And finally,my dream came true!
A'ahlah sey!
Im gonna bring my family to KL next week!
It'a gonna be a good start of the Sept school holidays for my siblings as well.
Yippiiee!!!
Mum is sooo looking forward to the trip,that she keeps calling and bugging and making arrangements when im buzy at work.duh!
But then,he's gonna be alone while im away.
Work will occupy him at the same time.
I really hope he'll do himself good tho.
And we've been havin like...kinda mis-communication for the past two days.
I dunno lah why...
I think it all lies in me.
Gettin pissed and not wanting to talk and solving matters.
Just like yesterday!
all i did was...gave him the unsatisfied behaviour,that frustrated and fuckin pissed off face and end up he's the one saying sorry.
When he says sorry,i'll start smiling and laughing at him!
hehe...*jahat kan aku!*
Today...will be home rite after work and then to JB later at night as usual.
Tomorrow...will be doin some shopping I guess,as yesterday's shopping was not enough leyyy!
I want M.O.R.E shopping!
ok ok,gotta get back to work now...
Will update soon.
Till then.
♥
Thursday, August 30, 2007
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Wednesday, August 29, 2007
I HATE YOU LAH F*UCK!!!
KNN!!!
VERY MENYAMPAH!!!
♥
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Sunday.
Our 'date' as per claimed by him.heh.
Not a whole day 'date' tho as we spent most of the time sleeping when we were supposed to meet at 12 noon.
Understooded that both of us was working the day before and that he too,just got back from his 24hr shift.
Thus,we met at 3pm(ithinkso).
Head down to Vivo as per planned to watch movie.
He wanted to watch that 'Bourne Ultimatum'.
I wanted to watch 'Hairspray'.
And we ended up watchin what I wanted.
'Hairspray'
It's not as good as 'Grease'.
I find the movie abit slow.
But then John Travolta was cute,bein a big size lady.
And i envy her big size,plump daughter.
Cause despite bein fat,she has the passion to dance!
I'll rate the movie 7/10.
Up next will be...
'Bourne Ultimatum' & 'Evan Almighty
(I realized I've been watchin movies eversince when I dnt really love watchin it.)
Oh...
and yesterday was the first day at work in a new environment.
I find it rather peaceful and slow traffic in the office.
and I wasnt rushin myself to get ready for work like before.
I hope I'll stay that way tho...to be punctual for work.
and...
oh...
i wanna shop & shop & shop till i drop can!
next week maybe?
heh.
Till then.
Nite-Nite people.
'I HEART YOU'.
♥
Sunday, August 26, 2007
I've been havin craves for the past few days sey!
Best kan!
Roti John lah...
Kinder Bueno lah...
Indian Fried Kway Teow lah...
Crispy Noodles lah...
And now...Im craving to eat at Seoul Garden lah...
Soon i guess...heh.
Oh and today was the shifting to new office over at Changi.
And the journey from Woodlands to Changi was like 1hour 15mins!
Read that: 1hour 15mins
Dreadful lah sey!!
Sumore with the rush of those kiasu Singaporeans from Monday - Friday to get in the train early early morning...wahlauweiii!!!
Endure and to get used to it is all I have to do.haizz...
If only my Dad could send me to work everyday!
Oh,and speaking of the new office,I sooo like the environment altho its along that 'lonely road'.
No noises,except for the planes noise lah.
And then,the new office is bigger than the previous one!
Best kan!
I sooo love the new office lah sey!!...
Only I hate the journey part!
Maybe I'll get use to it sooner or later.
Okay,back to work again tomorrow,
and after work will be movie date,
and JB later that night.
Gonna be a long day tomorrow...i mean later today.
Shall hit the bed now,
Nite people!
♥
Thursday, August 23, 2007
I miss this guy.
Tengku Rehaizat
Still months away till him to comes back to SG...
Till then.
Nite.
♥
Monday, August 20, 2007
Alhamdullilah...
After weeks of torments,finally,the relationship has come to an end.
Its a hard one tho...havin family members involved.
But,I managed to be strong...as I dont see him being matured enough to go thru the stages of life...altho he has been very good to me all this while.
I've been keepin' mum to myself without anyone to talk to,coz being me,I've never shared probs with anibody,not even family members as Im not used to it.
And so...things got worst that I burst into tears at work just now...
I felt stressful,I felt pressurised,havin people blamin me and bombarding me without knowing anythink.
And altho 'K' was by my side throughout the ordeal since weeks ago,tellin' me umpteen times to be strong and to remember HIM,in goin thru all this,I decide to turn to somebody,who knows me well enough.
Even tho we've parted long ago,I'm thankful he's still there to listen to my sorrows,knowing he's the only one who knows me and my family well after years being together...
Even tho we've parted long ago,I'm thankful he's still there to listen to my sorrows,knowing he's the only one who knows me and my family well after years being together...
He still gives me advices.
Im very thankful to you for that.And I felt relieved after pouring everythink out to you.
For now,I wanna be good.
Im tired of all the shits that happened.
I wanna put everythink behind,start afresh,a new life and be happy as I go along...insya'allah...
Till then.
♥
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
'Rush Hour 3' was...a w e s o m e!
Up next...
'Hairspray' please...
Till then.
Up next...
'Hairspray' please...
Till then.
♥
Monday, August 13, 2007
"Apakah yang dikejar dalam hidupmu,
berkali ku kata padamu,
kita singgah di dunia sementara,
penuh tipu daya..."
Sorry for being emo...but I just find it a lil' meaningful.
Nite!
berkali ku kata padamu,
kita singgah di dunia sementara,
penuh tipu daya..."
Sorry for being emo...but I just find it a lil' meaningful.
Nite!
♥
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Today,marks my 22nd birthday...
A year younger older,a year wiser...
I just came back...
Spent my midnite,when the clock struck 12 with 'K'.
Nothin special tho...
Just sat and chill over at Esplanade and Labrador.
This year's birthday was and will be a boring one.
Suppose to be celebrating with the love one,but,love has taken it's toll on me for the second time.
I'm not gonna elaborate more on that as I'm supposed to be happy today,just that whatever's gonna happen,I'll face it with full strength and faith,insya'allah...
"If it's not meant to be yours,then it's not meant to be...things always happens for a reason and that people have their shares of mistakes in life which they'll change eventually but at a later time..."
So later in the afternoon,will be meetin dad and then...hmm...watch movie I guess together with 'K' and friends.
Anyways,thanks to those who wished me...it's muchly appreciated.
Oh and,National Day was spent with the family watchin fireworks at Marina.
And Marina all over was jammed packed,mostly reds and whites!
But overall,I had superb fun time with the family!
And now...it's time for me to have my beauty sleep people!
Good night...or rather Good Mawnin!
Till then.
♥
Monday, August 6, 2007
Phew!..And I just came back.
Have not been home since Friday as I slept over at Dad's place.
I was all bored on that Friday night.But still,I forced myself to sleep as I gotta wake up at 5am,just to spent my Saturday with Dad at the stall.
As we were at the stall,Dad was bored tau,then he decided to walked around Marina Square,when I bumped into my cousin.
And her question to me was,"Eh,tu matair kau eh?"coz me and Dad was like walkin hand in hand and puttin our hands around each other, and in my heart was like, 'eh,si dekni bodoh per tak tau bezakan si tua dan si muda'...and I just smiled.
Oh,and so,me and Dad walked around Marina,to survey the presents that I wanted for my birthday...and I know what I wanted!
I sooo can't wait for Saturday,to own that Puma bag and Puma shoes and Puma sweater...and ya,I've yet to ask him bout the PSP thingie...hopefully!
We head home right after,catch up on my sleep and went out at 2am to meet 'K'.We chilled over at Pasir Ris till the sun is almost up at 7am!And that was dreadful,mind you!
Got home,without hegeh,catched up on my sleep again...and woke up at 5pm.That was when I finally got to rest...but I did played badminton with the siblings for awhile as I was bored.
Got home at 7,showered and get ready to go back to my woodlands house.But then,before that,accompanied 'K' to Parkway,to get his studs,played pool.Then we left,to get my passport and accompanied 'K' to JB pulak.
Now,I'm still thinkin what to do this Saturday,besides buyin presents with Dad.
But then,I feel like I wanna club tho...hmm,shall see to it lah.
Finally,it's time for me to rest as it's gonna be back to work later...
Till then.
**5 more days to go**
Have not been home since Friday as I slept over at Dad's place.
I was all bored on that Friday night.But still,I forced myself to sleep as I gotta wake up at 5am,just to spent my Saturday with Dad at the stall.
As we were at the stall,Dad was bored tau,then he decided to walked around Marina Square,when I bumped into my cousin.
And her question to me was,"Eh,tu matair kau eh?"coz me and Dad was like walkin hand in hand and puttin our hands around each other, and in my heart was like, 'eh,si dekni bodoh per tak tau bezakan si tua dan si muda'...and I just smiled.
Oh,and so,me and Dad walked around Marina,to survey the presents that I wanted for my birthday...and I know what I wanted!
I sooo can't wait for Saturday,to own that Puma bag and Puma shoes and Puma sweater...and ya,I've yet to ask him bout the PSP thingie...hopefully!
We head home right after,catch up on my sleep and went out at 2am to meet 'K'.We chilled over at Pasir Ris till the sun is almost up at 7am!And that was dreadful,mind you!
Got home,without hegeh,catched up on my sleep again...and woke up at 5pm.That was when I finally got to rest...but I did played badminton with the siblings for awhile as I was bored.
Got home at 7,showered and get ready to go back to my woodlands house.But then,before that,accompanied 'K' to Parkway,to get his studs,played pool.Then we left,to get my passport and accompanied 'K' to JB pulak.
Now,I'm still thinkin what to do this Saturday,besides buyin presents with Dad.
But then,I feel like I wanna club tho...hmm,shall see to it lah.
Finally,it's time for me to rest as it's gonna be back to work later...
Till then.
**5 more days to go**
♥
Friday, August 3, 2007
I changed my skin yet again,since I have the free time and that tomorrow Im not workin for I took leave to send mom to the hospital.
She complaint one of her breast was painful,so she went to check that monday and doctor confirmed that she has lumps growing in it.And this is the second one!The first lump grew years before and she went for operation to get it out,but for this I shall have to wait for the outcome tomorrow.Hopefully...everything's fine,insya'allah...
Oh...and its Dad birthday today...
(Dad with Mum)
Happy 41424344454647484950 (i dunno his age la!) Birthday Dad!
And...i miss the EVP-ians!
Let's chill out soon okay!
Till then.
**8 more days to go**
