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Thursday, April 23, 2009

The discussion between mum and mil was yesterday at my place.

They have planned it to be June 2010 but date to be confirm.

Wowwwww!!!

It's super fast!

If it's really next year,both me and Ewan are left with 1 year and 2 months for the preparation.

We have to go for the marriage course,have to start buying the exchange gifts,start looking around for bridal outfits,caterings and the list goes on.

Seriously,both me and Ewan find it funny that we are tying the knot.

We looked at each other and laughed!

Haha!

Once he comes back from Australia,we gotta get serious.

Insya'allah...hopefully with God's will,it'll take place.

If not,we'll have to push it to later date,month and year.

&&&

Congrats to the Love coz he hast just passed and got his driving licence earlier on.

Love you loads and loads and loads and a whole countless loads more!!!


Till then.


Monday, April 20, 2009

I was at work as usual when in the morning mom had to call me up.
I thought it was something very urgent that she can't wait for me to get back home.
But it was about me and Ewan.

She was asking me to make an appointment with MIL together with anaknyer over this weekend to discuss over matters pertaining to the both of us.
What else when parents meet?
Yes,it's about marriage.
*sighhhhhsss*

They wanted us to tie the knot,prolly latest by end of 2010,but when mum told me she targets by June 2010,jantong aku macam nak jatohh!!
To me,it's a little too soon although I'm reaching 24 this year and I wanted to end my singlehood before 25.
And also memandangkan that there were many obstacles that we went through for this 2nd relationship of ours,I decided to you know...follow the flow to wherever it takes us.

Yesterday,mom even brought up this marriage matter to my grandma,telling her that we have planned to settle down only in 2 to 3 years time,but when she heard that,her face was already like tapai basi!
Grandma didn't really agree coz she thinks that it's way too long.

Yes,the thought of it is exciting,but the thought of it is also pressurising.
Y?
Not that I'm not ready,but it's just way too soon!
Nak kahwin cepat-cepat ader aper eh?

I really don't know.
I'll just have to wait for the outcome from the discussion when the parents meet,together with me and Ewan over lunch or dinner.


Plus...
I don't even know if this man above,who has been tolerating ALL of my nonsense,and still sticking with me all throughout,is really,really ready for marriage although whenever asked,his answer has always been in a positive way.

Ahhh...tak naklah aku pecah kan kepale fikir pasal ni.
Maner nak fikirkan pasal Ewan going for Australia,maner nak fikir pasal this matter...

I'd rather go to bed now.
Gotta run errands tomorrow before leaving for APD chalet.


Till then.


Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Come May,on this date,Ewan will be departing for Australia for 10 'good' days for his takraw games.

I never wanna count how many days I'm left with to spend time together, whatsmore when he's too committed with his trainings now that we only have time for each other in the night or his weekends off.

His schedules have been the third party between us.We have been arguing almost every week and it has to be ME to always start the fire.It's just so frustrating having to go through this!

And I've been feeling insecure towards our relationship.For the past 3 weeks or so,I've been asking him for us to go separate ways.No matter how hard I tried to put those negatives thoughts behind me,I've always failed.

Separation has always been the last thing on my mind but that has always been the word that I've always blurt out whenever we argue.

But deep down,we have always known that we still need each other...

I really don't know what else to do for us to be like we used to although I know that it's a little impossible.

I even told him that after this,if shits were to happen again,then just let it be.Maybe we are not fated to be together for the 2nd time.

No matter what,I know we gotta be strong just like what he told me,this is parts and parcels of a relationship...

So dearest Ewan,please,please compromise...
I never want any more separation for the 3rd time although I'm always the one asking for it.
&&& I have always,and will always love YOU!
I wanna love only you and no other!

I'm sorry if this bores you,but I just have to let it out.



Till then.


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