Few days ago,
I had this odd dream and it still haunts me till today.
In that dream,I attended a funeral.
I was a little kid who passed away.
And for goodness sake,I don't even know whose little kid was that.
When he was about to be cremated,suddenly the mayat bangon balik lah sey!
I was shocked and I was woken up by that.
Told Mum and Dad bout that odd dream,Dad told me to be careful as certain dreams,does have a meaning.But thats kate orang-orang tua lah.
I don't even know what that dream was suppose to mean as I've never had it before.
Thinkin of it,really gives me goosebumps.
Since then,before I go to sleep,I'll wash my face and read some prayers.
Whoever kid was that,hope he'll have peace in the other world...
Till then.
And...the ex-fiance is back.
It's good to know that he's doin' well now with his successfully applied regular job.
Despite the past and what happened,we still communicate as per normal.
Alhamdulillah...
Never have I thought that he would still wanna keep in touch.
All I hope is...we could be friends and throw our past behind.
Hopefully...
Till then.
TGIF!!!
Plans for this weekends has been made.
Will be expecting guests at home tomorrow,for the whole day I guess.
We'll only be out at night as he also finishes work only at 8pm.
And Sunday,will be out raya-ing with him and friends.
Like late right?..
Ya,coz everybody been buzy with work and it's only Sunday that all of us are free.
And I guess,this Sunday will be the last day for me beraya-ing for this year!
Phew!..
Hmm...what else ey...
Oh!
EVP-ians...when and what's the next plan?
Bowling?
Karaoke?
I don't know.Still gotta plan and decide.
Okok,gotta go now.
Till then...Bye!
I'm happy+excited!
I managed to pyscho him to club with me and the cousins next week.
He never likes to club (how good can that be eyy?).But the fact is I do.
And a few days ago,this clubbing thing became an issue between us.
I even gave him that 'problem child' attitude.It dragged for like...3days!wtf!
But I persuaded and insisted,and he softened till he gave in.
ouh...how I miss parrttayyy life!
And finally,I'm back to the club!
weeee!!!!
For now,we are goin.But I'm afraid he'll change his mind at the very last minute so as not to go.
And when that happens,I'm very sure arguements are gonna occur again!
Sickening lah!
Having people who thinks negatively really sucks big time!And,that Monday,just as we were back on track,I got frustrated again.The thing is...he likes to ask so too much!
And when I don't answer,he'll keep asking until I answer his questions.
Tell me,how iritating is that!Bugger!
Aku ni,dahlah tak suke disoal jawab!
And when that happens,I'll get iritated and frustrated which will lead to arguements.
At the end of the day,I'l feel guilty for bein harsh on him,but still,I didn't give in. So,we met after work,talks things out,cam-whored and
played soaked ourselves in the rain while on the way back!
How fun can that be after days of treating each other like enemies.
Ok,now,I'm waiting for time to go home.
Bye!
Saturday was a blast!
Went out as early as 10am with my family,visiting on my mum's side.
All present except for my bro.
I seek permission from mum to leave early and join the EVP-ians visiting.
Alhamdulillah...this year's EVP-ians raya happened.
But not the full squad tho.
We even managed to do a pit stop at our primary school to have our photo taken.
And we ended the last house at 12am!
Unfortunately,I ended my Saturday with arguements again!
I spent my Sunday at home,with never ending migraines.
Entertaining relatives poppin' over my crib non-stop.
Settled everythink and met him.
He wanted to talk,but then,both of us kept quiet all thru staring into space!
Lebih baik aku dok umah siak!Got better things to do than staring into space!
I'm gettin sick and tired now.
I need a break.
Please.
I don't need any buggings from him which iritates me.
I don't want too many questions being asked from him.
All that are pressurising me.
I need a full stop.
Oklah,I gotta go and sleep.
Back to M-U-N-D-A-N-E M-O-N-D-A-Y!
I hope it'll be a pleasant day for me for a start.
Till then.
Nite!
I so can't wait for November!
I can't wait for 23rd,24th & 25th November.
There's gonna be Family chalet cum Family Day on my mum's side.
weeeee.......best nyer!
Im so excited now!
heh.
Aniways,Saturday is still undecided.
I really don't know.
Can somebody decide for me pretty please....
urghhh!
im in a state of being fickle-minded for now.
since last saturday.
between
family and
friends.
not that i don't prioritize my family
and
not that i put friends as my first priority.
but then both groups are gonna go visiting this Saturday!
and the fact is...i have yet to visit any of my relatives,not even one,on my mum's side.
and the EVP-ians,it'll be our first raya-ing as a whole,altho some might not be able to make it.
i love going to my mum's side.
but as much as i wanna go with the family,i wanna go with the friends too!
how eyy?..
it's undecided and it's hard for me to decide lah...
urghhh!
Hey...Hey...Hey!
Am back after a loonng weekend.
Raye wasn't that well spent.
As usual,early morning-morning,we'll head to the gran's place where all my aunt's and uncle's would gather for the bermaaf-maaffan thingie.
Only one uncle wasn't present this year,we don't even know of his whereabouts.
In my whole life,havin live for 22 years,I've never seen my last uncle cried.So,that Saturday,he said he had an announcement to make.
All of us sit down and gather,anxiously waiting for the announcement to be made.
Soon,he announced that he will be goin Haji next month.That minute,all my family members was shocked!It was a last minute news and speech he gave while sobbing in between tears,and the house was filled with silence and silent cries.
Whatever it is,we'll pray for him to selamat pergi and selamat kembali...
Me and Bro Apit gotta rush as we gotta go to our dad's place as promised.
And because of us rushing,we didnt even have the chance to take a family photo on the first day raye,just some random snapshots.
Sunday was spent visiting yet again on Dad's side which have yet to be complete till today.
We started the day as early as 11am but ended the day rather early.
As I was on leave on Monday,I decided to tag along with mum and the 2 siblings,goin over to her friends house.
I made the visitings a stop in the evening as Im meeting him.
He picked me up,had my craves for Long John and sat at Cathay,cracking jokes and whatnots while waiting for time for our JB trip.
I guess,that's all for my boring weekends.
On another note,he's becoming a
helluva nerve-wrecker now but
there's time when he has his sweetest stick which I'm addicted to.I get agitated and iritated easily lah nowadays.
Itu tak kene.
Ini tak kene.
But atleast I could control my anger now.I'll just need to hung up the phone before my mouth starts blabbering foul words.Alhamdullilah...I really don't know lah.
Too tired I guess.
Dahlah,think I'll stop here for now.
Makin takder mood aku nak blog panjang-panjang.
Bye!
Yeay,yeah...besok half day!
Yeah,yeay...besok raye!
Best kan...Best kan...
heh.
But then,still have some touchin up to do at home and to myself.
chet!
And damn!Pimples bulgin' out little by little just when it's time I wanna doll myself up for raye!
hmmph!
Sickening lah having pimples!
urgh.
Have really nutin to blog aniway.
Just that when I read Farah's blog earlier,bout the death of the 2 malay people,it's really saddening.
Tapi...'ajal itu di tangan Tuhan'.
No matter how cautious you are on the road,if it's time for you to go,then it's time to go.
Talkin bout this,I remembered mine,which happened on the 3rd day of Ramadhan last year.
As much as I've experienced almost risking my life,and that I've been given chance to live life again,alhamdulillah...I've always remind him to be careful on the road.
Whenever he sends me back home,and then from my place,Woodlands,to his place,Tampines,it takes him only 15 minutes to reach!
At times,it's even less than that 15 minutes!
Imagine how fast he rides!
Kalau aku ni lelaki,aku rase bodek aku dah kat tekak sey!
heh.
Nevertheless,we just have to pray for our safety-ness.
Insya'allah,di panjangkan umur...
Oklah kengkawans...it's bedtime now.
Since I won't be bloggin' due to the busy-ness of last preparation tomorrow and the busy-ness of visiting family members and relatives in days to come,
I wanna wish all the Muslims,
Selamat Hari Raye Aidilfitri,
Maaf Zahir dan Batin.
Till then.
Pictures of last Friday's break-fasting with the EVP-ians @ Rudi's crib.
We had fun,altho not many of them turn up.
Im happy coz I could see the bond in us as a whole.
We could sit and plan together.
We are gonna have our own blog,where we'll put up events and upcoming gatherings and whatnots.
Up next will be the Raya outing.
Strictly no riding or driving of own vehicle.
We are gonna rent a mini-bus.
Unless,if we can't get a bus at a last minute.heh.
Im sooo looking forward!
Kk,gotta go.
Too late liao.
Nite/Mawnin...
Finally,it's Friday.
The day I was waiting and looking forward to.
Breaking-fast with the EVP-ians over at Rudi's crib.
But then,today won't be a big crowd as many can't make it.
Nevertheless,we'll make do with who's gonna be present.
One of the EVP-ians,messaged me,'mentel-ly' last two days.
He:Nurainni...
Me:Sape ni?..
He:Tak kenal?..
Me:Tak ah... He:Friday if u go Rudi hse,i c u der!Apelagi...after that message from that anonymous person,I straight away dialled that number.
And...it was Ijad,the guy whom I said was still alive and kickin' in my dunno-which-previous entry.
(Ijad & Myself)
Dah hilang macam biskot,ader hati nie nak kenekan aku!chet!
Still,I appreciate him joining us,despite MIA-ING.
And also,I wanna thank Dyllah,for selling off her Kumar's tickets to join us.
(Lu takda nanti gua boring ah babe.takder teman nk ketawa mcm org gile!)
So,I guess today,we'll just chill at Rudi's crib.
But dunno lah if some of them wanna go somewhere else or what.
I'll juz update when I'm done with everythink lah eh...
Bye!
Weekends was so-so.
As I've not been myself lately.
I've not been in my best of mood.
I even throwed tantrums at him which lead to little quarrels,barking at each other over the phone.
Friday was spent at Sembawang,gazing at the stars. (more to the moon,as it was kinda weird,but nice tho.)
Marina was our stop that Saturday,had Subway and strolled ourselves in the mall while waiting for An.
An came a while later,when the shops were almost closed.So much for saying he wants to shop!chet!
Nevertheless,we watched midnite movie,despite having nowhere to go.(i realized,im tired of watchin movie like...almost every week!)
Balls of Fury.
As usual,I fell asleep!
And after movie,I requested for him to send me back home straight as I was having my cramps.Time of the month lah.
Sunday,I managed to spend my time with my family,breaking fast over at an Aunt's place (dad's side again).
And to JB last nite.
This week,certain days are planned.
Breakfasting with the EVP-ians on Friday,
and my Zara babes (hani & chom),on Saturday.
Anihoos,I bet peoples now are already sebok-sebok-ing preparing for Raya which is next week.
I'm not done with a single thing,except for kemas-ing my room!.
Coz I'm really not in the mood to rayer this year.
I guess today will be heading to Geylang to get his baju.
Hopefully,it won't be crowded.*crossfingers*
Till then.
*I need a part-time job.Any lobangs people?
