It's the end of November.
Soon,it will be the end of the year.
Many things happened in 2007.
Those painful ones,those happy ones and whatnots.
But I feel 2007 went too fast.
I could only recall 3 things that happened in my life.
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And then,soon,it will be a brand new year.
Brand new 2008.
Hmm...resolutions!
Definitely change for the better.*ehem*
Much,much more better job with a better pay.
Blissful relationship*insya'allah...*
Blessed life
Time to save up!*must,altho it's hard*
Short getaways!*hopefully*
Yeah,that's all I have for now for my 2008 resolutions.I do hope things would get better for me next year.
Especially mom,who gets sick often now.It's really scary.
Her friend,just passed away 2 days ago.And her eldest child is only 21yrs.I kept thinking how will they cope with the loss and the future.Thingkin of that,really gives me goosebumps.
You'll never know how much a person means alot to you not until you lose them from your life,then you'll realise.And by the time,it's too late...
Better love,treasure and cherish the ones you have around you now,be it friends or family.
Till then.
It's been so long since I woke up with such swollen eyes due to much cries.
Yes,I cried last night.I'm still weak,I won't deny.I still think of it whenever he popped up.
I was chatting with my past via msn.
Ohh boy...how much I missed him!
Yes,I still do.
Coz no matter what,he's still the one who knows me the best after those 3 years being together!
We chatted for quite sometime.
It was when he asked me how I was and stuffs that tears started rolling.
I'll tend to view his Friendster(yes!that pathetic I can be!) whenever I missed him.
I never thought he would still wanna talk to me since everythink that happened and that he's doin good in his life.
I thought that I was long forgotten.
But hell no!
Our photo is still in his wallet as per claimed by him.
But then again,let bygones be bygones.
It does hurt we are not in contact and deep down I know we missed each other a whole damn lot.
We are just lying to ourselves for so long.
We are denying things which happened to be some true facts.
I know you would be reading this.
Whatever it is,I do...
Yes,I still do...
Till then.
*I do...
Family chalet over the weekends was a total awesome!It happened again after super long blardy years.All family members turned up,from the ones I've seen to the ones I've not seen before.
I have to stop here for now altho there's more.
I gotta go for JB.
Till then.
TGIF!!!
Finally,the weekends are here.
Weekends which I'm looking forward to.
Family chalet happening from today till Sunday which is on mom's side.
Will be there right after work later!
Last night,I had my laughs,like after quite sometime since we have been behaving very cold-ly towards each other altho most of the time,it's ME.
Laughed so badly over his hiccups.Like tikus!(reminds me of Tom & Jerry)
hehe.Funny lar he at times.!
Apart from that,I've got nothing to rant today.
Just dat im-lazy-to-work!
very-very-plain-lazy!
I wanna be a 'tai-tai' can!
So I don't have to work and I have all the time for myself!
haha.I wish!
Just fat hope and empty dreams and wishes.
R-a-n-d-o-m!
Okok,no more rotten rants.
Gotta go.
Bye!
Till then.
A big Thank You for,
I'm beginning not to like you.
You're sucha two-faced bitch,
You don't act like your age,
Favouratism is totally not in my dictionary.
You can just rot to death,you blardy whore!
Period.
*I wished you were here for me to talk and vent my anger...
& immissin'you...
For a moment,I became all sensitive.
Over a blardy phonecall.
duhhh!
I shouldn't have got j-e-a-l-o-u-s,
I shouldn't have gone m-a-d,
I shouldn't have shed a tear which till now I wonder why,
and
I shouldn't have gone h-a-y-w-i-r-e.
I should have stayed cool,you fool!
Aah...never mind.
Things happened.
Atleast he knew.
Anihoos,the next gather for EVP-ians is still unplanned.
Am still not sure when.
If I were to do it in Dec,my partner-in-crime,Dyllah,won't be free.
But I'm kinda busy this Nov.
Hmm...
And another shit!
Mamu Yazid's kenduri falls on his birthday!
uurrghhh!!!
Now my plans came crashin' down!
I leave it to him.
kk,I gotta go.
Bye.
*hate that i love you so...