It's been so long since I woke up with such swollen eyes due to much cries.

Yes,I cried last night.I'm still weak,I won't deny.I still think of it whenever he popped up.

I was chatting with my past via msn.

Ohh boy...how much I missed him!

Yes,I still do.

Coz no matter what,he's still the one who knows me the best after those 3 years being together!

We chatted for quite sometime.

It was when he asked me how I was and stuffs that tears started rolling.

I'll tend to view his Friendster(yes!that pathetic I can be!) whenever I missed him.

I never thought he would still wanna talk to me since everythink that happened and that he's doin good in his life.

I thought that I was long forgotten.

But hell no!

Our photo is still in his wallet as per claimed by him.

But then again,let bygones be bygones.

It does hurt we are not in contact and deep down I know we missed each other a whole damn lot.

We are just lying to ourselves for so long.

We are denying things which happened to be some true facts.

I know you would be reading this.

Whatever it is,I do...

Yes,I still do...

Till then.