I think I've to let it out.

The more I keep,the more I wanna break down.

Since weeks ago,I've been missing the ex-fiance.

I dunno why.

My mistake,to let it all go.

Yes,regrets starting to arise slowly altho my life is all good now.

Being with him has always been a happy journey.

We have never argued nor quarrelled.Never.

I never have to worry bout my cash flows.

I never have to worry with whom I wanna go out or hang out with.

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He has never retaliates to whatever I want.

He has never objects to anythink I say.

He got along so well with all my family members including all the cousins.

He never fails to ask bout my siblings.

He never fails to ask if my family have eaten or not whenever we are on the way back when we go out.

He never fails to bring my siblings & little cousins out whenever he has the time.And their bonds was close.

He's not shy to even scolds them when somethings that they do is not right. (that's what my granny likes bout him)

He pampers me just too much.

He was that soft-hearted guy.

All he did was,he cried at the end of our relationship/engagement ordeal.

We did most of the things together.

I was there whenever he had his takraw tournaments/trainings.

He never fails to accompany me in the kitchen whenever he wants me to cook and whatsmore helping me out and taking over when I'm tired.

We club together,most of the time (it's where we met after many long years & i love seeing him on the dancefloor) .

Town has been our everyweek hangout be it only the both of us or with his mates.

Basically,everything together!

Yes,and all of a sudden,as I'm leading this happy life now,all the memories we had,had to popped up.

urgghhh!

If only...he convinced and assured me that he'll work hard for our future together which was supposed to be in 2 years time,things would prolly turn just the way we wanted it to be & whatsmore,we would & we could be happier now and even later.

If only...we could turn back time...

I feel much better now.

Till then.