Finally, his machine was out last evening.

Cost a bomb on him.

But,he's happy to get it back after being away from it for 2 freaking weeks.

So,yesterday,as he's not yet done settling his machine's stuff,I head down to aunt's place after work while waiting for him.

He picked me up at 8.45 and we chilled somewhere,where we could have a heart to heart talk.(chey!macam paham heart to heart!) As I have been giving him the cold shoulders eversince,I decided to go smooth last night and be all lenient.I forced myself to eventhough I was still mad.

But then he could only make me happy for a while.For sure there'll be things that ruined my mood.He starts blabbering...blabbering about work.Oh god!To speak the truth,my heart has gone stale to advise him whenever it comes to work.I'm drop dead serious!No matter how hard he tried to explain last night,whatever he said still won't get into my brain.Aku masok kiri,keluar kanan!

I'm seriously tired of doin that.And I gave up doin so.My patience is running low.He's still fickled of what he wants in life.He really is.Or shall I say confused?Whatsmore,unstable mentally & physically.

Like what I said last night,I will never interfere in any of your job affairs and I meant it.Whatever that comes by,you settle it yourself.You chose your life that way,so leave me out of it.I can't be helping you all the time.It's time you stand on your 2 blardy feet since you're being fickled.Only when I see that you're stable in everything,then I'll reconsider whether I should interfere or not.

You said that you're gonna prove me wrong aye?Bring it on baby && show me what you've got!I'll be waiting...

All I know...as long as MY LIFE is good and not topsy-turvy and that I KNOW WHAT I'M DOING,it's enough for me.

Get all that I said in your tiny brain.I don't want you to make a decision that you'll regret later.It will just be a waste.

Till then.