I thought of him for the past few days.

Thinking whether to call or not to call,to message or not to message just to check if he's doing good.

But,I receive a message from him,early in the morning that he was beaten up,till he lost conscious while playing soccer and now,he's warded.

I still don't know the full story.

It's so not him to get into troubles.

Whatever it is,I pray for your speedy recovery dear friend...

&&& I shall find time to visit you just like you did when I was hospitalised.

TGIF!!!


Till then.

Last night was another of our nerve wrecking drama,right at his crib.

Out of anger,I threw the ring right at him and walked out from his place.

Arguements between us has been never ending.

It always gets worst when I get so temperamental and starts throwing my temper all over.

Is it you,who promised to change which you said you are doing so little by little that you claimed I didn't notice,

or

Is it me the one being very temperamental over every little things? (Yes,I do admit when I'm angry,I'd stir up everything and drag things for days)

I really don't know what's happening to us.

Really.

As much as I'm tired of everything,I'm trying hard still to be patience.

What's important that I need to convey to you is that, this heart has never lied that I've been loving you since 2 years back and that I'm still loving you like before sweetheart....


Till then.

I was on mc on Thursday and Friday,and this picture above was taken on my 'malam Khamis' itself together with his team mates.

I didn't enjoy myself,I kept complaining that I was bored!

Yes,I was bored from the start,till the end.

The mood was just not here nor there.

Nevertheless,we left and got home as early as 3am!

Nasib baik besoknyer aku tak keje!

Since I was on mc,stayed home with Ewan,bayar balik hutang tido,only to go out for his takraw later that night.

And Saturday,for the first time,aku jadi budak bodoh kene datang balik keje,sorang-sorang in the office.

What crap!!!

But atleast those 2 days of mc's work has been done.

Stayed home for my weekends since he's working.

Spent my time with the family dining at Pizzahut.It's been so long since the last I went out with my family.

Back to work tomorrow.

&

Time for me to watch whatever programme there is on the teevee before I putting myself to sleep.


Till then.


Till then.

We almost lost everything again yesterday.

I got so mad that I was at the verge of giving up,already ready to give him back my ring.

But I was still strong and patience that I pulled myself together,cried myself hard,with those hugs and kisses that things between us got better at that very moment.

Please sweetheart,let's work things out again and again and again...

Kau tau aku sayang kau kan,kan,kan!


Till then.

Let's go random!
Above was taken at Ming Arcade last Friday.
Went karaoke-ing with the rest of the secretaries right after work.
Janjinye 7 people,yang datangnyer only 5.
Betol punye JANJI MELAYU lah!
Sang to our heart contents till 10.30 and straight away home after that.
This above was taken on Tuesday.
Went JB-ing with the newlyweds and Fadzil.
This time Fadzil was not riding since Azmeen was driving.
We had seafood supper at Singgah Selalu.
Ate alot till we were too bloated to walk!
Then,since we wanted to get some vcds,ciggs and whatnots,Azmeen brought us to Pandan City.
And that was mine and Fadzil's first virgin visit there.
Hah!
I was told that that place is something like a 24 hours shopping place gitu.
But,I don't find anything fancy at all!
Bought all the stuffs needed,and home after that.

And believe it or not,the four of us have known each other since our secondary school days,but this was our first time going out together as a group.
But me and Fadzil have been going out since 2 years ago and he's even close to my family.
It's actually macam tak percaye that we can get along and get this close when in school,we were just those kinda hi-bye thing.
I bet there'll be more of this kinda outings sooner or later.

Now,now...lunch time ending soon.
I got to go.


Till then.

A year older,

A year wiser...



HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY,TENGKU!

On a random note,Ewan has passed his confirmation period.

And therefore he's now a confirmed staff with the Police Force.


Syukur alhamdulillah...


Till then.

Happy 21st Birthday Huda!
(not too sure if 21 is the right age!)

I'm sorry couldn't join you guys in St James.
Will make it up to you,hopefully soon okay.
Love you!

&&&
I know I've spent the whole day with you earlier today as well as yesterday,
but I gotta tell you the fact that,
I am still missing you Ewan!

I can NEVER get enough of you!!!


Till then.