Come May,on this date,Ewan will be departing for Australia for 10 'good' days for his takraw games.
I never wanna count how many days I'm left with to spend time together, whatsmore when he's too committed with his trainings now that we only have time for each other in the night or his weekends off.
His schedules have been the third party between us.We have been arguing almost every week and it has to be ME to always start the fire.It's just so frustrating having to go through this!
And I've been feeling insecure towards our relationship.For the past 3 weeks or so,I've been asking him for us to go separate ways.No matter how hard I tried to put those negatives thoughts behind me,I've always failed.
Separation has always been the last thing on my mind but that has always been the word that I've always blurt out whenever we argue.
But deep down,we have always known that we still need each other...
I really don't know what else to do for us to be like we used to although I know that it's a little impossible.
I even told him that after this,if shits were to happen again,then just let it be.Maybe we are not fated to be together for the 2nd time.
No matter what,I know we gotta be strong just like what he told me,this is parts and parcels of a relationship...
So dearest Ewan,please,please compromise...
I never want any more separation for the 3rd time although I'm always the one asking for it.
&&& I have always,and will always love YOU!
I wanna love only you and no other!
I'm sorry if this bores you,but I just have to let it out.
Till then.
I never wanna count how many days I'm left with to spend time together, whatsmore when he's too committed with his trainings now that we only have time for each other in the night or his weekends off.
His schedules have been the third party between us.We have been arguing almost every week and it has to be ME to always start the fire.It's just so frustrating having to go through this!
And I've been feeling insecure towards our relationship.For the past 3 weeks or so,I've been asking him for us to go separate ways.No matter how hard I tried to put those negatives thoughts behind me,I've always failed.
Separation has always been the last thing on my mind but that has always been the word that I've always blurt out whenever we argue.
But deep down,we have always known that we still need each other...
I really don't know what else to do for us to be like we used to although I know that it's a little impossible.
I even told him that after this,if shits were to happen again,then just let it be.Maybe we are not fated to be together for the 2nd time.
No matter what,I know we gotta be strong just like what he told me,this is parts and parcels of a relationship...
So dearest Ewan,please,please compromise...
I never want any more separation for the 3rd time although I'm always the one asking for it.
&&& I have always,and will always love YOU!
I wanna love only you and no other!
I'm sorry if this bores you,but I just have to let it out.
Till then.
