Alhamdulillah...
Today is the 3rd day of Ramadhan and I managed to fast since the start.
1st day was rather a bad one.
Break-fast over at Gran's place and she cooked my favourite laksa.
But I threw up everything that I ate when I got home.After that onwards,I was afraid to eat so much.
As whenever I eat,I feel like vomitting again.
Takot termuntah lagikkk!
Tak sanggop!
It's only the 1st week of Ramadan.
Soon I'll have to start cleaning up the house as I bet that time will definitely pass fast without us realizing.
And also at the same time,I have to really,really start preparing for my wedding,goin for the kursus,buying of the exchange gifts and all.
Now then I feel the rush to prepare all those things as I find that I will have little time.
Whatsmore when Ewan's off days is not fixed,while mine is.
No more hegeh-hegeh already!
Bulan puase nie...ade jugak orang menguji kesabaran aku!
Don't make me hate you with the way you are ok.
Stop testing my patience.
You said you'll change but I think everything is still the same.
I still get mad over things.
Sometimes I wonder is it U or is it ME?
Please lah okay...our big day is nearing.
We definitely need each other's back.
I don't want the way you are terbawak-bawak sampai after we get married.
BIG NO-NO okay!
The fact is, you know that we still need each other.
So...please.
Till then.