Day 2.
And I still feel the pain.
There's still whispers telling me to pack my bags,leave him and move on with life.
And that he's not worth my time and all of my effort.
But I am trying to stay strong to forgive,to still stay in this relationship,guide him to change and be a better man for his ownself,for me and for our future.

I can never forget this pain caused till my last breathe even.
Last night,he came and apologized to my mom for what he did to me.

Last 2 night,he even sweared infront of his mom to changed and not do it again.

After all this,I so much hope he means it this time.

This will really,really take a long time for me to forget no matter how much I've tried not to think of what he did.

"Ewan,I'm still trying to kuatkan my semangat and tabahkan diri,to go through this phase,just because i still love you...
Bersyukurlah dengan ape yang ade...
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Menyesal sekarang,sebelom terlambat sayang..."