I was very,very upset yesterday with him.

I cried and cried the whole day till my eyes got swollen.Keluar pegi buke pon dengan mate bengkak jugak!

I can't help it as I was too disappointed in him.

Whatsmore bile orang tu dah pandai tipu,no matter how small that lie was,or how not important that lie was.

But to me,lying is still lying!

From small minor lies tu lah can go to big major lies.

I really don't know what the hell is happening to him.

Makin lame,makin terok pulak perangai.

Kalau macam ni,I wanna get married pon I have to think twice when he himself don't know what is wrong with him.

Ape ni???

Berkali-kali I've said...ikotkan hati,I wanna walk out of this relationship.

Yes,I know...this are parts and parcels in a relationship.But there are things that can be change.

I'm just sick and tired of everything!

Aku penat...penat having to keep telling him to change and this and that.

Urghhhh...just when will this end?

On another note,mom has been complaining she feels numb on her left side of her face since few days ago.

I'm worried.

She's worried too that it can be angin ahmar.

She'll be goin to the doctor to check tomorrow.

I am really hoping so much that it's nothing.

Now I shall get my ass to the bathroom and shower,and then get ready for breakfast although aku nie tak puase!

Till then.