What happened yesterday,was a really BIG,BIG BLOW to me.

I felt so blardy like fuck and I've never felt this bad before in my life.

I cried...for the whole bloody night,couldn't even sleep trying to overcome those shits.

I don't even understand to why I can even bring myself to forgive,and still stayed.

The scar is really,really a deep cut...

I don't think I will ever forget what happened.

I'm still lost.

I'm still in a daze.

I'm still traumatized.

I have always hope for the best in us...but he destroyed it.

What wrong have I done that I deserved this?

It's very,very painful...

I'm still crying...up till today...thinking and thinking.

I'm still hoping for the best after this.

Insya'allah...