It was your tahlil yesterday,and 1 week since you left us.
I was there,with the rest of our cousins,just for you.
I am still not over it fully.
I cried again yesterday,when BuKin hugged me and when me & Nab had a convo in your room.
The text message that you sent me half an hour before you left,insya'allah,I will keep it for the rest of my life as it reminds me how & what happened,& it is just so meaningful to me although to others it may just be a normal text message.
Myself & family is just so thankful that we get to spend time with you 2 days before you left.
It will take sometime for us to really let go of the pain as your presence in everyone's life have been meaningful in many ways.
Your loss was a deep impact to us all.
&&& I can never stop crying whenever I see this videoclip of yours.It just made me wanna hug you so tigh,kiss you on your forehead and tells you how much I am missing you.



For now,you rest in peace dear love...
Insya'allah,I will visit you.
I LOVE YOU & I AM MISSING YOU SO MUCH!